I just find any place to vent out my frustration so I come here... Sometimes tears are the medium for the unsaid things which we cannot say....When tears also dry up..then this blog writing is the way to say somethings realistic about the things happening in my life... If somebody analyzes my life cycle, everybody will say that my life has been struggling but somehow I have managed to get somethings in my life.... But still I am not content... When I see people around me happy, I wonder how somebody can be content and satisfied.... Maybe they are very lucky or they have learnt the art of compromising..... I somewhere wanted to question God, why some people get everything so easily and why people like us have to compromise every time... But I feel so helpless that now even complaining to God seems useless to me.... I don't know what to do... I am BLANK... My present status clearly says that I have no sentiments for anyone except for my family.. I am depressed.. frustrated....directionless... emoitonless...helpless....irritated.... and sad... I have really forgot to smile... I don't know when I will be smiling back... How I wish that this world ends in December, 2012......
