Everybody says that you should always be content and happy and thankful to the almighty....I am highly thankful to the God for giving a very wonderful family...a good education.... a good job.... a good companion.....But should I be thankful to him for all the sufferings I had..... Should I thank God that i never had a wonderful grandparents... should I thank him for giving a rude and angry father.... Should I thank him for giving a job which i am not very satisfied... Should I thank him for not giving good people around me....Should I thank him for giving a compromising situation whenever I desperately want to have that thing.......There are people around you who say that you should always look at the people who are deprived of the things you are enjoying in your life.... But i want to ask each and everyone why should not we look upto those people who are in a better condition than you and enjoying a better and luxurious life than you......I feel frustrated that all thorugh out my life i had to compromise and compromise.... And my future life is also going to be just a compromise......I feel like ending this bullshit life..... I hate to compromise and If i don't do then i am in the bad books of each and everyone who will make my life hell elsewhile....
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
Monday, 13 February 2012
Kya karun???
I am in a deep dilemma... Living in this Indian society is highly difficult and its taking a toll on my mind and my health.... I know the reason but cannot help it.....Hence, I am highly frustrated and I am venting out my frustration in one or the other way...
The story goes like this....
I am into this relation for around one and a half year...when it started my parents were after me fro getting married... We both took our time of around ten months and told our respective families about it... The boy and his family are more than happy but my parents are not happy at all although they have agreed to the same because of my rebellious nature... But I can understand that theyu are right and have enough reasons to justify their actions.
I am a typical Hindu from U.P. and they are of different ethnicity i.e. Bengali. The major reason for me being confused is the difference in the culture. Thhey have different way of celebrating a particular festival and I have different way. Their language, food habits and many more things are entirely different. Although my boyfreind has assured me that I can do the things in my own way as well but I know that I won't be able to do this because of his father who is very strict and stubborn regarding his culture.The guy's father is also very cunning by nature and is very hot headed. My parents are very concerned about the major adjustments I have to make. I am feeling frustrated. Now I feel I have made a wrong decision.
How to move out of this relationship??? My biggest dilemma is this. Now everybody knows about our relationship and even about or marriage. I am highly depressed.
The story goes like this....
I am into this relation for around one and a half year...when it started my parents were after me fro getting married... We both took our time of around ten months and told our respective families about it... The boy and his family are more than happy but my parents are not happy at all although they have agreed to the same because of my rebellious nature... But I can understand that theyu are right and have enough reasons to justify their actions.
I am a typical Hindu from U.P. and they are of different ethnicity i.e. Bengali. The major reason for me being confused is the difference in the culture. Thhey have different way of celebrating a particular festival and I have different way. Their language, food habits and many more things are entirely different. Although my boyfreind has assured me that I can do the things in my own way as well but I know that I won't be able to do this because of his father who is very strict and stubborn regarding his culture.The guy's father is also very cunning by nature and is very hot headed. My parents are very concerned about the major adjustments I have to make. I am feeling frustrated. Now I feel I have made a wrong decision.
How to move out of this relationship??? My biggest dilemma is this. Now everybody knows about our relationship and even about or marriage. I am highly depressed.
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